Hole in My Life — Vocabulary
Jack Gantos
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paroleconditional early release from imprisonment
Being home by 10 pm is one of the conditions of my parole.more
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It means you can do anywhere from sixty days to six years, depending on your behavior and what the parole board thinks.13 more
paroleparole board:group of people responsible for determining if early release from prison is permitted and if so, what conditions should be required of the prisoner
Show general definition for parole (as in: released on parole) conditional early release from imprisonment in which a person is required to comply with special conditions
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conspiracysecret plot
She discovered a conspiracy to overthrow the government.more
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We plead guilty to one charge of conspiracy to distribute and they drop the rest.†6 more
a secret agreement or plot
Show general definition a secret agreement or plot -- especially to do something illegal or harmful
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illustratemake clear
Pictures of flooding help to illustrate the problem of global warming.more
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At that moment he picked up a Yellow Pages from the stage and, to illustrate what the bullies did to him and his anger problem, ripped the book clean in half, tossing the two pieces over his shoulders.1 more
help make clear
Show general definition for illustrate (as in: as illustrated by this example) to help make clear -- typically by example
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motivationreason for doing something
A generous commission structure provides motivation to our salespeople.more
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The first and most obvious was my daily entry section, which I filled with a wild stream of thoughts in a conscious effort to capture my honest feelings, true motivations, and crazed activities of each day.†2 more
Show general definition the reason for doing something; or the level of desire to do something
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probationperiod of being watched closely
After breaking school rules, she was put on disciplinary probation for the rest of the semester.more
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Besides, there's a good chance you'll just get five years' probation.†4 more
a period of testing
Show general definition a period of time when a person is being tested or watched to see if they meet certain expectations or follow rules
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remorseregret for doing something wrong
There was no sign of remorse until the police caught her.more
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Ironically, in spite of all the fear and remorse and self-loathing, being locked up in prison is where I fully realized I had to change my life for the better, and in one significant way I did.†2 more
deep regret for doing something that was wrong
Show general definition a feeling of deep regret for doing something that was wrong
Show editor's word notes Synonym comparison (if you're into word choice):

Many consider the word remorse stronger than the word regret. Also, it is more personal. One might regret that their team lost the game, but feel remorse that they missed the bus and weren't there to help the team.
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perilperilperils:dangers
The mountaineers faced many perils on their ascent to the summit, including treacherous icefalls and avalanches.more
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Their lives are ruined, but they have volunteered to speak with you all today about the perils of a criminal life.†1 more
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contrastnotable difference
The contrast in their leadership styles is striking. Olivia motivated people with fear. Isabella motivated them with praise.more
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I sat at the bar and read A Moveable Feast and cried with a kind of jealous disappointment because that beautiful time in history had passed me by and the contrast between the lush enchantment of Europe and my welfare-motel life was suddenly very sad indeed.†
Show general definition for contrast (as in: there is a contrast) a difference -- especially a notable difference; or the side-x-side arrangement of things that draws attention to an unmissable difference
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nurturehelp to develop
We want older employees to help nurture the talents of new employees.more
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I just didn't have the confidence and determination to sit still and nurture them properly.†1 more
help develop or grow
Show general definition help develop or grow
Show editor's word notes A particular sense of nurture is often contrasted with a particular sense of nature.

In the comparison, nurture refers to external influences on a person's development such as being loved, cared for, and taught. Nature in contrast refers to the inherent genetic influences on a person's development.

Studies of identical twins who grew up in different homes are used to better understand the influences of each.
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frauddeception to get something illegally
She was arrested for committing credit card fraud after using someone else’s account to buy expensive electronics.more
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I felt like a fraud.†1 more
the act of deceiving someone for personal gain…
Show general definition the act of deceiving someone for personal gain; or a person or thing that is not what it pretends or appears to be
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incarcerateincarcerateincarcerated:in prison or jail
About 7 out each 1,000 Americans is incarcerated.more
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Earlier in their prison lives they had spent some time incarcerated where we were now going to school.†1 more
incarcerateincarcerated:put in prison, or otherwise confine
Show general definition put in prison, or otherwise confine
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psychoticsomeone who suffers from a psychosis (any severe mental disorder in which contact with reality is lost or highly distorted)
She is borderline psychotic.more
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Plus, the lobby seemed a spiderweb of trapped psychotic poets and artists.†1 more
related to psychosis or someone who suffers from a psychosis (any severe mental disorder in which contact with reality is lost or highly distorted)
Show general definition related to psychosis or someone who suffers from a psychosis (any severe mental disorder in which contact with reality is lost or highly distorted)
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omena sign of what would happen
The sudden appearance of a black cat was considered an omen of bad luck by the superstitious villagers.more
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I never would have guessed that the visit from the prison alumni I laughed at in high school had been an omen of my future.†1 more
sign of something about to happen
Show general definition a sign of something about to happen
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sinisterevil
They created a sinister plan to recruit terrorists.more
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The cadet laughed through the bullhorn, which made him seem as sinister as Poseidon was with Odysseus when he kept foiling his attempts to get home to Ithaca.
evil, harmful, or frightening
Show general definition evil or harmful; or making an evil or frightening impression
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mediocreabout average
The caliber of the students has gone from mediocre to above averagemore
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My grades had always been mediocre, and given that I had never finished eleventh grade, the private schools in San Juan wouldn't accept me as a senior.†1 more
average or a bit below average in quality
Show general definition average or a bit below average in quality
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furloughfurloughfurloughed:ordered not do come to work
If a budget is not approved, non-essential Federal employees will be furloughed.more
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Other guys would get furloughs and not return—but were eventually caught.1 more
furloughfurloughs:temporary releases from prison
Show general definition a temporary leave from work, duty, or confinement, usually granted by an employer, the military, or an institution
Show editor's word notes Furloughs are often without pay in private companies, but government workers are sometimes furloughed with pay, especially during shutdowns. A prison furlough is a temporary release from prison, usually for a specific reason, like visiting family or attending a funeral.
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exodusdeparture by a lot of people
She refers to the departure of domestic migrants form California as the California exodus.more
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The white exodus was even more frantic now.1 more
Show general definition a departure by a lot of people
Show editor's word notes When used as a proper noun (capitalized), "Exodus" typically references the second book of the Old Testament or the story it includes about the departure of the Israelites out of slavery in Egypt.
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ambivalentwith mixed feelings
Polling indicates the public is ambivalent on the subject. Their opinions change depending upon the latest headlines.more
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I found myself crying, laughing, numb with depression, nervous and pacing, ambivalent, angry, and filled with self-loathing.†
Show general definition having mixed feelings about something -- such as when part of you wants to do something and part of you does not
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causticcapable of damaging or eating away (such as a strong acid)
Don't get it on your skin. It's caustic.more
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But then I remembered the chair at Hemingway's house had been lodged in a manchineel tree and must have been coated with a little bit of the tree's caustic sap.
damaging
Show general definition for caustic (as in: a caustic chemical) damaging or harsh -- often of a corrosive chemical like a strong acid
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tiradespeech of angry criticism
She unleashed a stunning tirade that could be heard in the next room.more
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Parents made sure the kids were inside and the doors locked during these tirades.†
tiradetirades:speeches of angry criticism
Show general definition a speech of angry criticism