So she sat down to cry again and upbraid herself; and by this time the scholars began to gather again, and she had to hide her griefs and still her broken heart and take up the cross of a long, dreary, aching afternoon, with none among the strangers about her to exchange sorrows with.
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He will be upbraided.
Anthony Doerr -- All the Light We Cannot See
She upbraided herself for the sentiment, but could not overcome or lessen it.