And this life suddenly seemed to Pierre unexpectedly loathsome.
Rostov in his cadet uniform, with a jerk to his horse, rode up to the porch, swung his leg over the saddle with a supple youthful movement, stood for a moment in the stirrup as if loathe to part from his horse, and at last sprang down and called to his orderly.
"Natalya Ilynichna," Pierre began, dropping his eyes with a feeling of pity for her and loathing for the thing he had to do, "whether it is true or not should make no difference to you, because…."
I want his death!" she cried with a feeling of loathing for herself.
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I make New Year’s resolutions every year and then loathe myself for breaking them.